I'm in love with "Youre beautiful". Have i not mentioned? I'm a HUGE HUGE fan of korean dramas. Korean Drama's lead me to my Japanese fandom. How many times have i mentioned this already? Although i'm not a big fan of kpop, sometimes i dont even like it. But, i'm a HUGE fan of KDRAMAS.
I love crying. I love love love love crying. But dont picture some lame girl sitting in her room, emo-ing away, looking out the window, and crying. Nope. I like crying when watching dramas. That's why i prefer dramas/movies that's bittersweet.
Asian drama/movies are the best for that.
AHAHAHA. I've been waiting for an exciting Kdrama after My Sassy Girl/My girl. But all the drama's i came across was lame, with the same boring plot/storyline. And it bore me. I thought Kdrama was losing it's touch.
BUT THEN. HAH!!!!!!!!!!! THIS DRAMA CAME OUT. AND ROBBED ME OFF MY BOREDOM.
I'm so in LOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEE with Jang Keunsuk. He is soooo good looking. His face was what drove me to persuade my mom to watch "Baby and I" on mysoju. My mom and I sometimes get very bored, and we go on mysoju to search for drama's/movies to kill our boredom. And since my mom hates Japanese... we're alaways stuck with Korean.
TEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Im such a happy girl. Im such a happy person. *throws confetties* wanna celebrate with JEREMY? *wriggle brows*
Oh, and some other reason why im in a good mood when i use the lappy~
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RINA!!!!!!!! *HUGSHUGSHUGSHUGS*
And i called her today! Luckily i remembered the numvber to call Japan. HEH. How could i've forgotten. Australia and Japan's number is ingrained in my mind already. HARHAR! I'm now an expert at making overseas calls.
I wasn't suppose to bawl at the airport yesterday. I mean, my parents would be coming back in a month time, right? So what's with the tears? But i dont know, i think the emotions hit me real hard when my dad hugged me?
I believe very much in the chaos theory. Things don't go as plan. Call me a fucking pessimist if you want to. But things might happen while they're away right? It might happen to them, or to me. While hugging my dad, i thought of this things, and cried though it would be the last.
I'm supposed to be so used to goodbyes by now. When i was aged 9-11years old, i was parent-less. We lived in our aunt's house and for a little kid, it was really really painful, though it didnt reall show. Walking out of the school gate, and seeing my friends running up to their parents and embraced by them, i walked side by side with my cousin. Counting down to the last seconds of freedom.
I hated that year. I remembered complaining to my uncles my dad's side, and always jumping to any opportunity my relatives on my dad side wants to include us in.
That was then. I love my aunt, no matter what though. I think i've started to love her like how i love my mom.
When i was slightly older. Something even worst happen. That shall remain a past, i'm never ever ever ever going to be able to forget. I can never forget it. A few days ago, during the walk back home with my sister, we suddenly talked about the past. It's amazing, how we overcome it.
And although people know, how much my family has gone through. I bet no other families has been through all this shit. When my parents are gone, they still doubt us siblings.
Well you know what? I hate it when they do that.
I'm 16years old already. I went through hell, i went through shit, i went through embarrasing moments with my whole family. I've grown up from that incidents. Scars are still scars, and it shall remain there. We've all grown stronger from then.
I've cooked, for my whole family before. I clean up the kitched after use. I am AWARE of my responsibilty as an ELDER SISTER. And i love my younger sister too much, i wouldn't even want to think of fighting with them.
Now. Please, aunts and uncles. Have a little faith in us while our parents are away. This is not our first time. Hell no it's not. And this is not our worst.
If only Love was not powered by nature, but by one's dream. Mine would go exactly like Halfway. My love life would be like this....
I waited a year of Halfway to be released on DVD. No such movie with a low budget like halfway would ever get into cinema's out of Japan. So as a resident OUTSIDE Japan, my patience was tested, and later rewarded with an hour and a half of Halfway.
The movie was bittersweet, if i am to give on word for it. My tears in the end of the show, was not of sadness. But rather, of overflowing sweetness that filled me as i watch the show. The characters are well protrayed and very well brought out.
The movie was rather short. But ever heard of short and sweet? This movie is short, but extremely sweet.
My favourite scene.
The movie is not subbed yet, but i think it's out in English subs. I've always wanted to watch a decent asian love movie after koizora. But never found the right one. It's either too common, too draggy, to sappy or just boring. But if i were to rate Halfway. I'll give em 5stars. Who cares about the abrupt ending? I loved how they end it like that.
If ever i get to write and be the author of my love story. It would go exactly like halfway.
It's a cold cold night today. On rare nights like this is when i drape myself in blankets to make me warm, and put on my special socks to prevent my feet from going numb.
I'm no good in expressing my thoughts in words nowadays. I dont know why. Maybe its because i've not been reading much books? Or the fact that i've been speaking/reading/writing more Japanese than english? I dont know.
I'm feeling so empty right now. Rina's back in Japan, and the only means of us communicating is through mail and reading off our blogs. It sucks. I suck at mailing in Japanese. Omg. I hate this. I wish i dont have Olevels next year.
I'm feeling sad that my parents are flying off on the 23rd though. For a whole month. I've been spending alot of time with my mom. Talking to her and going out grocery shopping with her. Im not gonna be able to do that for a whole month after my parents go off for Hajj. I hope they come back safe. Amin.
'Cuz my phone was being a fucking weasel.
I ended doing htis to it. HAHAH. So it wont continue getting stuck.
Oh, and here's some pictures of the guide the other time. Yamada Saori comes out in alot of it.
Soari is the loudest gyaru i've ever met. Honestly. When she opens her mouth, the ground shakes.
I'm listening to Loveholic's album now. How soothing.
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on Thursday 
And im really looking forward to Orchard road and the new clothes i haven't had the chance to wear yet.
I SERIOUSLY LOVE HER DECO BLOG! 
